I wrote a post this time last week titled ‘Busy Little Bee‘. I was excited about a lot of things that were due to happen but unfortunately that is no longer the case. This bee has lost its flight and on Monday I had a phone call that meant I would no longer be used in an upcoming TV Series. I was told that I looked to young and that they were going to replace me with an older lady.
At first I didn’t believe them and couldn’t believe this was happening. I was supposed to be filming throughout February and March and would have taken home enough money to book a flight to New York to see one of my best friends who is currently living and working there. I was so excited to start filming and was given under 24 hours notice that I was no longer being used. It fucking hurt and I spent most of Monday moping about the house thinking what the fuck am I going to do now?
When they told me it was due to my age I instally thought ‘Bullshit’. I had paranoid feelings that it was something much more hurtful that I was too fat or just too ugly for the role! Turns out my paranoia was indeed just that as I was replaced by a lovely lady of 79 years of age.
I’m pretty crap at dealing with bad news so spent the day cwtching with this little man, doesn’t he look cute in his Valentines Day Bow Tie* from Scrufts! I also treated myself to an almighty curry at the Hungry Horse with Gavin to make myself feel better.
So that’s a life update from me. I’m still blogging away, working for my dad, helping Vix with Blogger Beauty Box, helping run the Welsh Bloggers Blog and Twitter and helping bloggers with broken link removal so I’m still pretty busy really.